I feel stuck

I feel like I'm in this rut that I cant get out of. I'm trying so hard to move forward but it feels like there's always something hold me back. I'm tired of the job that I have yet I don't have the courage to look for another job because I feel I won't find anything that suffices how much I make at the moment. This economy is so bad, it really depresses me. I feel like I'm listening to people all day, bitch to me about their problems. And I mean that's all fine and dandy, but it's not like I get paid to do that and it's mentally exhausting. I can be doing so many more better things for myself.

My to-do list within these 2 days are:

1) Finish my homework for Art Class (gotta draw a self-portrait by Thursday)
2) Call Judy and find out
3) Call Sherwyn and ask what that whole attendance email was for and also about registration for classes.
4) Put a sweater in my locker for work.
5) Percel's mom's website
     a) Finish typing out book and convert to PDF file
     b) Finish content for all the subpages
     c) Links to organization
6) Bills
7) Add more music to my ipod.
8) Talk to Diana (Percel's mom) to discuss e-book and paypal. Maybe cheaper to do it ourselves.